Every time i have this gush of words, every time words seem to suddenly fill my head, i start ignoring them. I try to hold their freedom. It seems like I try to hold back what they ought to express. Sometimes I seem to find the desire to share them, but as i start to write or type, i find myself hitting the backspace button, or erasing and crumpling the paper.
I’m no good at expressing what i have in mind; i hesitate — a LOT. what more if i have to blunt? what more if i have the utter the words directly? Well, i guess my fear will screw me over. Maybe this fear, is the very reason, why i miss out on a lot.
