April 2010
29 posts
today, i feel like singing my fears away :)
please, make make believe again.
you of all people know me best. you understand even my most random, weirdest thoughts; you know what to say to make me feel better. i don’t have to explain myself, or to make a scene for you to notice something’s up.
but the sad thing is, you of all people, also have the key to my greatest downfall…
i never realized how much i missed you…
till i got the chance to be with you again, playing around like we used to, teasing each other and just laughing…
made me remember how much fun i used to have with you, and how things, though seemingly different, are somewhat still the same…we just don’t know it till we actually are caught in that very same moment again.
“Even though she doesn’t believe in love,
He’s determined to call...”
– Remembering Sunday by All Time Low
“Feelings shook me
Don’t let me leave without a word
I’ll never give in
I’m...”
– All Choked Up by Say Anything
and there comes days you wish would never come to...
i can't help but suddenly wonder
Is love really the right term?
when i fan screams “i love you ____________________” when his/her favorite celebirty performs.
over a certain favorite like when you hear your favorite song or saw your favorite movie you go “oh i love it!”
oh yes, i’m confused. love never had this certain definition in my head. nobody ever is able to explain it to me well.
behhhhh:
To allow one’s self
to forget the world
and everyone in it
and transfer all
that he knows
and treasures
onto one another’s
existence may be
the stupidest and
most tragic mistake
he could ever make
or it could give his
lifelong endeavor
meaning.
i’m now heading back to the beach, gotta enjoy the heat, beat it, and have fun :) toodles
i'll make a run for it
i risked to stand out today
some say it’s weird, some say it’s different, some say it’s unique, but hey, i say this is me and i couldn’t care less about what they think:)
and today i stood up for what i want :)
i love making people smile
in a way, i find happiness in their happiness
currently by the beach
i missed the feeling of sand between my toes, the heat of the sun while seeing the waves crash by the shore. i missed the peace and beauty i get to enjoy, as time seem to pass by quickly.
i suddenly remembered reading something like this:
if you feel like something like tumblr’s starting to die, why not be the one to give it life?
and despite knowing that there are billions of people in this world… despite knowing you aren’t the most perfect there is despite the fact that liking you happened randomly i don’t regret losing my heart to you.
but then again, you left me hanging..
i played the part of being your fool
this goes to all who gave their all to his/her partner, thinking that he/she could possibly be the one. to the ones who went through all the trouble, and felt like loving was a complete mistake. to the ones who thought everything was perfect, till things started to fall apart. to the ones who never grow tired of loving, in spite being neglected, and being left unnoticed.
believe me, you guys are...
the sweet thing i call admiration
i avoid using the word “idolize” most of the time, cause i think it just doesn’t express much. it neither conveys half of what i want to mean, nor expresses the right idea.
i admire those people, who are confident enough to be frank. Frank in a sense that honesty seem to just stream not because they want to criticize, but because they are completely sure of themselves, their...
and then i realize
Every time i have this gush of words, every time words seem to suddenly fill my head, i start ignoring them. I try to hold their freedom. It seems like I try to hold back what they ought to express. Sometimes I seem to find the desire to share them, but as i start to write or type, i find myself hitting the backspace button, or erasing and crumpling the paper.
I’m no good at expressing what...
Thank you Tumblr,
behhhhh:
for being my pen and paper when
I lack the dexterity nor the willpower
to wield that ink-delivering device nor
to find a proper setting for my thoughts
“I fight for people because I want them in my life.”
– (via behhhhh)
“Sorry for being so brave,
and suddenly,
so scared.”
– (via behhhhh)
March 2010
4 posts
ask anything :) →
i’ll answer honestly :)
February 2010
8 posts
my plurk has been my escape lately.
i’ve been tired of writing long lines
especially ones that demand explanations
of who i am, what i feel, and
the may whys that come.
Whatever Happens lyrics
He gives another smile, tries to understand her side To show that he cares She can’t stay in her room She’s consumed with everything that’s been goin’ on She says [Chorus] Whatever happens, don’t let go of my hand Everything will be alright, he assures her But she doesn’t hear a word that he says Preoccupied, she’s afraid Afraid that what they’re...
i know the sun’s about to rise
maybe in hours, or minutes.
but for some reason i just couldn’t fall into slumber
better yet get some sleep.
i can’t figure out why,
or what to do so to get some rest.
all i can think about right now
is that sunrise,
and i’m wishing you could see that with me.
i forgot the last time i was this brave.
behhhhh:
I’ve hid so many confessions through the words ‘Just kidding’
I wasn’t.
oh hi tumblr
a lot has changed since i last opened and posted.
my hair’s now shorter,
i grew a little, *yes a little* taller.
moreover,
i am happier now. :)
and you dear tumblr,
lost your pointing system :o
but one thing hasn’t change,
your content,
posted by people around the world,
still inspire me
and capture my heart.
these posts made me fall in love,
continue loving and always...
December 2009
9 posts
happy new year!
2009 was awesome :)
here’s to another year!
merry christmas!
holidays
here’s the season to be jolly
stupid it is to continue playing this part, but...
“My soul is useless without you”
– say anything
cofused on how tumbularity works
i haven’t been able to update my blog for a while :))
yeah, but i still have my tumbularity points at 200 something :))